I Used the Alpha for a Pup and Ran Away

Alara. what are you doing? I saved your life, so you should repay me with your body. I climbed onto the bed and straddled his waist. "I only need one pup, after that I'll let you go" The ropes snapped. he grabbed my waist and flipped me beneath him. Everyone in Oak Hollow knew I had found a wolf who remembered nothing. He was handsome, obedient, and strangely easy to trust. After I healed his wounds, I coaxed him into becoming my mate and took him to my bed. Soon, I had his pup. For more than a year, we lived like true mates. One day, he suddenly said. "I had to return to the central territory. I cannot take you with me. " When did you remember? Half a year ago, the night you gave birth, my memory's returned. I am leaving today. These coins are enough for you and the pup to live well. I forced out a smile. That is only right. I had known this day would come, but after more than a year together, I had still grown attached. He used to hold me and call me sweetheart. He was nothing like the cold man before me now. Then do you want a bond severing writ? No need. Sure, there was no. need Our vows had never been recorded in the pack registry I had only used a piece of white cloth as my veil to the pack it had never counted I watched him stand and turn. away "I'm leaving" . "Go then. " Lucian shifted into wolf form and vanished into the forest. He left so quickly that he hadn't even given our pup a proper name.

The cottage was still full of his old things. I looked at them and felt my chest twist with pain. This was the ending I had wanted. I shouldn't have cried. I had seen how cruel pack life could be to weak omegas. Everyone said taking a mate was an omega's second life, but I had already been unlucky enough to be born. If I chose the wrong male, I would be ruined for life. I would rather die than spend my life under a cruel mate. The unmated males in Ocalo had started watching me like prey. When I was tracked and desperate, I found Lucian. That was when an idea came to mea pup of my own. I coaxed him into making vows with me before the moon goddess, and just as I wanted, I became pregnant. But I knew Lucian wasn't an ordinary wolf. His silverwhite fur showed his strong bloodline. So if he had shown even a little sadness or reluctance, I would have smiled and sent him away. That would have proved our year together wasn't all fake. But he didn't. After Lucian left, I couldn't sleep. Every night, I Sims and thought about the same thingIf he had recovered half a year ago, why did he keep living with me as my mate? If he didn't love me, why did he still share my bed? And if he loved me, why did he abandon us the moment he remembered? Maybe this was just how males were. They enjoyed what was offered. And when it was time to leave, they felt no pain. Then we are even. I looked at my sleeping pup. I used him for a pup, and he used me for pleasure. That should have been fair, but my heart still hurt.

Lucian hadn't left quietly. The warriors who came for him had drawn every eye in Ocalo. For days, villagers kept coming to ask about him. "So the broken wolf you found was with Pownus, a powerful family? " "He must have gone back to report that he was alive. " "Alara, why didn't your mate take you with him? Did he abandon you? " "That can't be. She gave him a pup. Maybe he will take her to the central territory later. " "Even if you can't be claimed as his mate. "Becoming his breeder would still be better than staying here. My body went cold. That was the life I feared most. I would rather raise my pup alone than become someone's breeder. Then I remembered his silverwhite fur. A bad feeling grew inside me. What if he came back for the pup? What if he forced me into his estate as a nameless breeder? I imagined being locked in an omega wing with no place beside him. I imagined bowing to a proper shewolf from a stronger bloodline. Worst of all, I imagined my pup being taken from my arms. He might never be allowed to call me mom. The shewolf looked at me in confusion. "It is so hot. " "Why are you shaking? " I didn't answer. My eyes fell on the old map hanging on the wall. The mountains and rivers on it stretched far beyond O'Kalo. The world outside looked so large and free. I should leave. To be safe, my pup and I had to die; only if Lucian believed we were dead would he stop looking.